ever wondered how he feels, why he continues 2 breathe, if he still steals and keeps wat he took right under his sleeve. whether or not hes immature or hes doing it on purpose letting his inner child out and letting it flourish about. did u ever think that hes damaged and is in need of repair. while his friends walk around not knowing how he feels or do and just dont care.. how he drops hints here n there and no1 picks it up so he walks around in despair and so he wants 2 vanish along with the dust that gets swept up and travels with the wind in the air.  how he tried 2 change his luck so he changed the style of his hair in hopes that sum1 will take notice, stop and stare...and when no1 did he let it go and now looks like he just wrestled with a bear...the kid dusnt think that hes stressed probably cuz hes depressed and was depressed ever since he learned how 2 get himself dressed... he tries 2 make his parents love him 4 who he is so he tries 2 do his best but gets treated like he did bad and gets treated worst than the rest... but yet he goes on and still does his best and yet again no1 is impressed...he hides his behind with every  moment that he jests..hes dusnt act serious in public so most think that hes a pest....ignore him 4 the most part then run back when hes the only 1 they have left...the kid is kind and he seeks out his friends but can seem 2 land any time probably it depends on the fact that the drink away the night by buying alot so they binge get drunk and 4get hes there friend and all he wants 2 do is do the same, drink so he can temporarily take away his pain...yes he knows that the substance is bad since its a drug but he dusnt really give a fuck all he wants is 2 taste the buzz ...so he takes a bottle of jack let his mind go black guzzle it down and let it do wat it dus....he feels like hes alone so its natural that he locks himself in his home and buries himself deep within his games...its his games that alters his reality and keeps him sane...let him concentrate on the screen and let wonders of this universe fascinate while it stimulates his brain...he wants 2 b seeked out and loved by others in the world..he cares 2 much and is told 2 give it up..and it hurts cuz it was sum1 he cares about words...and every verse of this shit makes him regret not letting the blade slit his wrist when he was a little kid...but besides the suicidal acts and the rest of these facts...no1 really understands wat inside the kids mind or realizes that hes blocked by love and his rage keeps him blind...so he created this image of himself where he is evil and hides it from the people that he has in his life...this is the other side that took the time out his day and wrote down wat the kids 2 afraid 2 say...he wants wat he wants he thinks itll make him happy he sees it everyday but it seems 2 always b outside his grasp...he jokes and laughs but its just a mask....a mask 2 show himself wat he wants as hes dreaming but he knows it in his heart that his soul screaming....let him b and let him out this is was the names about...4 those who him well u will know the his 4 real cuz this is how he feels